Losing.

Ever felt like your lying to yourself ?, More so than to your closest people.

Ive recently lost senses to what exactly love might be, and frankly im trying to endure something i shouldnt be having too. Why do we shoot ourselves? - again think of it within context.

Alright basically a short post. More of a question, Watched a movie called the serious man with Charlie earlier this week. It revolved heavily around the question "why?" with the answer being "why not?"

So why not shoot ourselves.

Have a good one.

Love, God and Stuff.

Stuff is a beautiful word, I find it can pretty much kill any conversation within a second of it being introduced into the dialogue. Although contradictory to my previous statement I am going to base the majority of this post on the word "Stuff".

Alot of Stuff ( see what I just attempted ? ) has happened to me in recent events, a change of circumstance and situation has put me at odds with the world. Looking into the same world daily I am finding myself excluded but more in love with it. The sun has reappeared in all senses in this context. ( And in so leaving you to chose in which context ).

Leaving college has lifted a weight off of my shoulders, which now seems a mistake on my part, I understand that I will always be bored within education, But I needed the obedience and self control to pull through it. Which ofcourse I was unable to achieve within the 8 months there. But again the weight off my shoulders have given me a new perspective on everything. Again take this as you will.

I dont really feel as if I have much else to say..

Just seeking Gods heart, Living in his Joy and figuring this word love out.

Corinthians 13 says towards the end - " Love never looks back and never dies "

( This chapter has certainly brought clarity on what Love is, But then again im not really asking what it is but rather how too.. )

Hoping to spend as much time possible with my dear friends, Whom I seriously feel without.

Thanks for reading.

- Mitch xx

YO

HEY

KFC? shittttttttt.

Holla.

The last couple days have been an EMOtional experience. thats all i really wanted to say.

Although for all your dear readers I will sustain your need for further blissful reading, SO HERE IT COMES.

I actually love easter. The entirety of the season! I mean spring is in the air, Jesus actually owned it and EGGS THAT ARE CHOCOLATE. I mean chocolate eggs man.. CHOCOLATE EGGS.

Always found them quite entertaining, eggs in general. It struck me one day when i was juggling 3 eggs that they are somewhat similar to the trinity in respects to father son and holy spirit in a united combination of 3 in 1, Shell, Egg white, and yolk! which i always found had some extra depth because of the idea of the father being the shell in which we are protected the white being spirit which we feed on and lastly the easy yolk ( C WUT I DID THUR ) being Jesus in us, or rather our growth into becoming similar unto all 3 in heaven.

Altho.. i then noticed I had another two eggs in hand and got confused trying to explain the fateful situation!

But hey they are great with abit of lemon tabsco and toast! ofcourse with the cup of tea to make it sink all the better!

ALTHOUGH THE BEST THING ABOUT EASTER IS THE FACT CHARLIE IS HOME YOP!!

YES!! although Josh H is gone for a month :(((

and everyones on holiday... GAY

have i ever mentioned the kittens before? well I have 3 week old kittens and they are the most annoying lil creatures i have ever come across, they moan and poop and fight and meow and stuff. nasty~

Oh yeah i dropped out of college, looking for a J.O.B as you read this actually. PRAYERS ARE ALWAYS WELCOME.

heres having hope!

Faith is better than any plan.

Mitch x