On a real.

Ight Im not trying to say anything hostile here but..

Im quite sick of people who are not grimey using swagger like they understand what it is. How often have you had a knife held to you? How often have you walked down a grafti'd walk way? How often do you put your hood up just to avoid attention from people? How often do you use safe and babes offline?

Just getting sick of these wannabe's.

Adachigaharas theme

Questioning existence is one of the most enjoyable past times I find myself passing up, As most people consider my once compulsive habit to be irrelevant and believed my time would be better spent else where in using the mind to be used in a useful using way. But yeah if it is so irrelevant then why do we do it so often? I have had an interesting couple months with people who have been deep enough for me to not get bored ( no offense intended to all those before them ) they have kept my amused and troubled regardless of situation and circumstance, Those people are all now leaving for either short or long periods of time. I pray that God will keep them as they embark on embracing the fullness that is awaiting them beyond the ever elusive september.

You know I find my own personal growth exceptional the last year, coming from a seriously un-healthy companionship to one run by passion faith and love. I was rebellious and hard headed not to long ago when my smirk would cripple the most intellectual of people. I find it somewhat funny when I think back to it. I realize I'm one of a kind comparable to similar others but not exactly them or even them to be or them past, I have led my own unique way of living my creation alone I have found the mentality to continue on this continuing creation, God is good. ( AMEN ) - Just a side note, A person was mentioned to be similar to my own understanding of always being correct, But after a simple comment this unknown yet recognizable idiot I feel compelled to call him a idiot. " But I saw that ending coming " - yeah cuse having 3 choices is the most difficult of things to deduce. ( This would better be explained in the movie 21 or for those against movies read on variables within math ). Sorry just had to slag him/her off on that one, My pride would rather have me not compared to someone who claims to know it all rather than someone knowing it all without stating the fact.

You know I seriously dislike poetry, Unless its there for no purpose then I would enjoy it I would presume. I'm starting to notice how inclined I am into writing so correctly, Damn.. Am I becoming comparable to Ben ? - C wut i did thur -

People call me a prick/dickhead and things and I fully understand but remember I live with this prick/dickhead all the time Im pretty sure I have it off worse. So STFUUUUU noobs.

Yeah.. Becky's leaving in a couple hours and I would rather not sleep. Well its a whatever..

So in abit and in awhile the summer has begun let it be a good one for all and one as we embark onto the new let the past not be forgotten but relished as light which was once distant becomes a beacon guiding you home to a place that is neither far or close but a little way down from nisa local where we became friends, lovers and nakama.

H8rs gna h8 x

Sunpride.

Yeahhhhh mayn I have girl friend person thing again. But this time she is awesome and this love machine wont work for anyone but her!!

This last week has been truly an experience , doing a couple days of outreach through Tnet ( cba explaining ) Got to get re-involved with old friends I had met and sadly forgotten, But had smiles all round. Also met and prayed for Kim Pearton, mother to late Nick Pearton. It broke and moved me into a new person, setting greater resolve and conviction. Got chatted up by a 45 year old gay man met a Ghanian christians looking for a church and cotching on sofa's yo~

one week until Becky leaves.. Im ok with it, God has set up a place for her else where and she will do wonderful and amazing things and become the person she is aspiring to be. But I will visit loads not gna lie! Her friends and family are caring and loving with again smiles all round, Was a pleasure to have met them and honored to have met her father. But Daymn I Dont Scrub Up Well I Need To Get Back Being CLEAN!

Have a good day all xx

Smaller God.

Is it so difficult to see the better side of me?

So I'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned!!

God is good.

I dont feel like saying much else. But this weekend has been utterly amazing. - Friday spent the night at the pub with close friends and it was warming to see them. Saturday was beautiful and I watched my old youth worker who had put so much effort into my life get married, It was a true blessing and a steep learning curve on the idealism of "love". Tonight was just banging mayn!

Love you all and etc.. And yes im SOBER x

Gaye Gaye Gaye ooh Marvin.

Lets Get It On... BABY.

Wagwan - Literally translated as hello or "whats going on", has been a word that has confused a majority of my friends recently having the most random rationalization of the word being expressed. So whats going on guys? In all honesty I would love to know so please by all means drop me and email or comment (:

Nothing much to report since last reported other than I have begun to read books, Yes BOOKS!

Um just enjoying the sunshine playing LoL with Australians n shizz. Listening to Marvin Gaye alot, And just generally chilled. I have to watch what I say on this blog which is a shame. I wish I could be myself and not hold back but hey.. People from my church are known to gossip over things posted on the internet, Although in fairness it is apart of their current reality. Charlie Beer is home today which I cannot wait for.. Im reading the bible and WOOOW just finished a fast of meat for a week that was challenging yo~ Currently waiting to hear back from Lambeth College as into what I will be doing next year - PRAY WOULD BE AWESOME THANKS BAI - Kissed a girl and I liked it type thing you know.. Mamma raised you better than this son! SHUTUP ITS JUST A CATCH 22 + 2 - 5 and it is a one hell of a catch, Much like those fire fly catchers you see on TV. GO HOLLAND!! The words I had had for the church are coming to light and the break through needed has come, as 3 people have come to faith in the area we have set up our ministry. Oh Im getting rather frustrated ya know.. It aint like I've been doing this faith thing for 2 years.. oh wait.. SEE WHAT IM SAYING !?

Anyway Im Good My Friends Are Not So If You Would Kindly Pray For Them It Would Be SICKDIZZLE>

HOLLAND >

Mitch x