Babe, No one is to blame! As natural as the rain, here comes the flood again..

So many thoughts, images, tastes, smells and feels rush through me that I become over whelmed by the absolute density that life holds, its un-explainable how I feel in these moments and only those who have witnessed me going through this can grasp exactly what I am talking about.

I'm beginning to hate myself (again). But I think everyone comes and goes with the undeniable truth or rather lie that they are not what they should be, I really struggle with the conceptualization of the reality that is given me in periods where I begin to question my person. My life begins to re-birth in flame and as I implode on the basis of my truths or rather lie's life starts to personify in joyful song that I am who I want to be and who I am becoming, I believe this is due to the fact that I know Christ and all that is promised me.

I get really annoyed by stupidity. I recently encountered someone who would rather walk from Catford to Forest Hill than take a bus - From my understanding that is stupid beyond the point of stupidity. Worse for ware the child actually did fit my description of his acne faced persona, which is another thing I struggle deeply with, I hate myself for being able to tell a story from someone's face alone. I'm sick of my intellect or rather sick of it never being satisfied. ( No theology wont satisfy me, only God will ).

Another stupid thing I heard this week was that 70% of the worlds population are white, Who'da thought eh?

Help me.

Yours truly.

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!

Seriously what the fucked happened? Where did everyone go?

Don't make me say this twice!!

A very odd week for myself, feeling serious exhausted, sometimes unable to even get out of bed in the mornings, various people have given me the obvious pointers as what to do but it just isint working. Yeah Struggling to sort my head out and what I want with what exactly to do etc..

Um yeah so nothings changed much, kinda waiting on a UFO to pop out n zap me up (:

inabit x

This right here, I swear will end to soon!

COME AT ME BRO!

Interesting week of development, damn boy Mitch has got this english thing down!! JA JA

Um basically nothing interesting ever really happens that I would consider interesting but everyone else does and its quite frankly boring to get the same "OMG" reaction to any and everything I say. Just really missing my friends at the moment and the girl friend, who is becoming more and more distant :(

But yeah its all be good, Just looking for a new crowd to roll down SE LONDON with init?