penetrate my space!

Finally got a job interview with "Home Fundraising" basically which would entail getting money door2door for a good cause, Which I think I would find very very very interesting!! The pays good and exactly what I need at the moment, Would like to save up to be able to get myself a portfolio for male modeling aswell as life guard training, and ofcourse to set up the much anticipated freedomformula forums!!!! Really excited as God has seriously opened up doors which I honestly thought would not, He is sooooo good bruah!

Regardless of this all I would like to note that the most exciting thing thats going to happen is that I will be see'ing my beautiful girl friend soon! Ahh man I actually can not wait like..

Anyway guys n gals, finally see you're using this blog to find out more about me init, So atleast this time my sign off will be meaningful to some extent I would hope!

Adious x

Do I look 16 to you?

Im 18.

Yes Im still within 5 years of age with you, But I have seen a hell of alot more of this world than you have, arrogant maybe, ignorant is something Im really not.

Id very much appreciate you accept that within the last month I have changed completely.

Way I Are.

They're called substitute people, You find them in the most un-canny situations where in which you can but be helped to use them as a means to complete and self discovering adventure. Thats what I used to think I was, A substitute person. People tend to linger around myself until something new comes along, And thats not because I am boring but simply because they're leeches.

But re-calling the true friends I have made over recent years I am so grateful to them. You guys have made my life so much more exciting. ( I know its hard to believe but TRUST me when I say I wake up smiling )

The weeks are short and the days long. So the mid-summer blues are set.

Things are getting better.

The things you want to explain.

Relations (Say Apollo had to break 'em)
Creation (It's a gift, a blessing)
Incarceration (What keeps you down)
Determination (What gets you out)
Equation (When they said you could make it)
Humiliation (What you feel when they say it)
Reincarnation (Say N-A-V)
Situation (Why we've got to sing)
Elation (So many in need)
Identification (Gives you the right to shoot)
Retaliation (What would it do)
Education (Gives you the right to do)
Inspiration (What pulls you through)
No substitution (Try to substitute)
Non-inclusion (Just got to bust through)
Drug infusion (For the chosen few)
Mass confusion (When they say that they died for you)
Delusion (Say that the dreams don't come true)
Solution (It can take a hold of you)
Conclusion
Inspiration (Is what pulls you through)