I can feel somethings thats never happened before, When all becomes silent and day turns to night and the remnants of the past remind you of what should have been you can't help but smile in arrogance that atleast we tried.
Everything repeats itself and things change n change until they become one and the same again. Ive fallen and risen more times than I can count and declared war with many and lost many but gained some. Riddled with the idea of that which can not be met by anyone but yourself, which is a shame when together we promised to get there together, but I am the only one capable of making it through the gate which stood before us on that horizon, which stands firm in place within our grasp.
We once searched for the moon behind the cloud.
I will continue on like always.
I know soon that I will have to step out, I know soon that it will be my time. I know soon that my future will be that of Gods and I know that I will become that which I was is and already am.
It is just a shame that you are not what you said you where and that you lied, that you failed, that you couldnt and wouldnt. I believed we could dream but you continue to refuse too. I was born on a ground in the new world, I will reluctantly fold our desire to do which we where going to do in the freedom to give you freedom to chose the path you want to walk. I am so sorry that words can not alone express my sorrow that you didnt reach the resolve I had implaced on you.
I am sorry.
