Die n fly.
So.. I was ill ( my lungs again ), the coughing then popped a disk out and bang I had a slipped disk and I have been on my back for the better part of a month, I have also discovered that I have Manic Depression yo!
A month of which has re-shaped the person I am, I spoke once of being a butterfly in waiting, A ugly duckling eh? I'm faced with yesterday and It's all gravy now, Tomorrow will come in its own time, God's hammered in patients ( I think I get it now ).
I have been oh so disappointed with people though, oOoh So diSsaPointed!!
I needed support, My life changed and I was left alone in the hour at which I lay down my arms and prayed in hope, I expected more than this.. from "you" and from God.. God I do know will satisfy, "you" on the other hand.. Well you can fuck off!
