Adachigaharas theme

Questioning existence is one of the most enjoyable past times I find myself passing up, As most people consider my once compulsive habit to be irrelevant and believed my time would be better spent else where in using the mind to be used in a useful using way. But yeah if it is so irrelevant then why do we do it so often? I have had an interesting couple months with people who have been deep enough for me to not get bored ( no offense intended to all those before them ) they have kept my amused and troubled regardless of situation and circumstance, Those people are all now leaving for either short or long periods of time. I pray that God will keep them as they embark on embracing the fullness that is awaiting them beyond the ever elusive september.

You know I find my own personal growth exceptional the last year, coming from a seriously un-healthy companionship to one run by passion faith and love. I was rebellious and hard headed not to long ago when my smirk would cripple the most intellectual of people. I find it somewhat funny when I think back to it. I realize I'm one of a kind comparable to similar others but not exactly them or even them to be or them past, I have led my own unique way of living my creation alone I have found the mentality to continue on this continuing creation, God is good. ( AMEN ) - Just a side note, A person was mentioned to be similar to my own understanding of always being correct, But after a simple comment this unknown yet recognizable idiot I feel compelled to call him a idiot. " But I saw that ending coming " - yeah cuse having 3 choices is the most difficult of things to deduce. ( This would better be explained in the movie 21 or for those against movies read on variables within math ). Sorry just had to slag him/her off on that one, My pride would rather have me not compared to someone who claims to know it all rather than someone knowing it all without stating the fact.

You know I seriously dislike poetry, Unless its there for no purpose then I would enjoy it I would presume. I'm starting to notice how inclined I am into writing so correctly, Damn.. Am I becoming comparable to Ben ? - C wut i did thur -

People call me a prick/dickhead and things and I fully understand but remember I live with this prick/dickhead all the time Im pretty sure I have it off worse. So STFUUUUU noobs.

Yeah.. Becky's leaving in a couple hours and I would rather not sleep. Well its a whatever..

So in abit and in awhile the summer has begun let it be a good one for all and one as we embark onto the new let the past not be forgotten but relished as light which was once distant becomes a beacon guiding you home to a place that is neither far or close but a little way down from nisa local where we became friends, lovers and nakama.

H8rs gna h8 x