yo!

HOLLA!

Father!

I must say Jesus is truly amazing.

Alright I have had the most eventful week of my life to date.

Lets start off from the beginning, Firstly I began the week really hostile n angry wanting to fight, drink and smoke alot of weed. ( I didn't ) It started on Saturday when I was asked to attend "Sound" hesitant I went anyway expecting a box out with God, Thats exactly what I got. Feeling furious by the situation I stormed out of the event where I ended up beating up a wall, bruised and weary I came home heavy hearted with the same question which ignited this entire fiasco, " You promised me that this was the time I would break through, You put me in place. Father why have you forsaken me? ".

Sunday came along and again I wasnt to keen on attending Church where a close friend was going to part take in the baptisms, trotting along with an all to fake smile I then took out my frustration by running around and kicking a ball as hard as possible. Still no answer from God.

Feeling more disappointed with myself I then attended a worship session with a few older members from the church. Where I thre my question out to God. " WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME " - Feeling really over come and empty I went to bed upset a second night.

Waking on the Monday I burst into tears with the sudden understanding of how broken I had become, shortly after my crying I opened up to what is one of my favorite bits of the bible. Only to be interrupted by a phone call at which I found out ( WAIT FOR IT ) that my place at Croydon college had never been withdrawn and that I was to start attending again. Within that period of time i turned my praises unto God who'm quickly replied " idiot Im always here ".

God has firmly stood with me and is opening some of the doors in which to enable my vision or my "dream" of being me.

Thats just one of the few things he has done this week.

So yep Im back at college and I have one month to complete 21 assignments (: - JUST THE WAY I LIKE IT. - please pray for me it would be a big help.

Have an amazing day guys xoxo

- Mitch

Democracy is something boys die for.

This week has been an odd one but satisfaction has not been a stranger to me during this time.

A young boy was beaten to death in the local area which has been excused as a gang fight. Growing up in the area I can only possibly say that this is not far from the truth but is not the entire truth, Gangs in this area don't beat on people within the same post code period. The truth is this boys face was one I've seen on the special occasion when walking around my local high street and down to the lower end of my town, although the last time is without question the last. I give my condolences to his family and to his recent girl friend, may they find peace in the near future.

I voted yesterday.

As the UK changes government I cant help but feel an anxiousness shroud the future of this country has wrapped itself in. Intrigued I feel this is the beginning of something amusing for myself as if I have prepared for this moment my whole life. Gods people are about to move and I for one will refuse to spectate what is about to happen.

Oh yeah thanks to a old friend alias SMiGGEH who has helped my first ever youtube video reach near 500 views. Although this doesnt excuse the fact that he is the biggest dickhead only second to his homosexual counterpart MT.

I should have a nobel peace prize man. I single handedly stopped 4/7chan members from leaving most of a gaming forum in tatters. People should really be aware of who they intend to laugh at before leaving insult.

Have a good one (: - Mitch, Oh yeah call me narwhal (:

Losing.

Ever felt like your lying to yourself ?, More so than to your closest people.

Ive recently lost senses to what exactly love might be, and frankly im trying to endure something i shouldnt be having too. Why do we shoot ourselves? - again think of it within context.

Alright basically a short post. More of a question, Watched a movie called the serious man with Charlie earlier this week. It revolved heavily around the question "why?" with the answer being "why not?"

So why not shoot ourselves.

Have a good one.

Love, God and Stuff.

Stuff is a beautiful word, I find it can pretty much kill any conversation within a second of it being introduced into the dialogue. Although contradictory to my previous statement I am going to base the majority of this post on the word "Stuff".

Alot of Stuff ( see what I just attempted ? ) has happened to me in recent events, a change of circumstance and situation has put me at odds with the world. Looking into the same world daily I am finding myself excluded but more in love with it. The sun has reappeared in all senses in this context. ( And in so leaving you to chose in which context ).

Leaving college has lifted a weight off of my shoulders, which now seems a mistake on my part, I understand that I will always be bored within education, But I needed the obedience and self control to pull through it. Which ofcourse I was unable to achieve within the 8 months there. But again the weight off my shoulders have given me a new perspective on everything. Again take this as you will.

I dont really feel as if I have much else to say..

Just seeking Gods heart, Living in his Joy and figuring this word love out.

Corinthians 13 says towards the end - " Love never looks back and never dies "

( This chapter has certainly brought clarity on what Love is, But then again im not really asking what it is but rather how too.. )

Hoping to spend as much time possible with my dear friends, Whom I seriously feel without.

Thanks for reading.

- Mitch xx

YO

HEY

KFC? shittttttttt.

Holla.

The last couple days have been an EMOtional experience. thats all i really wanted to say.

Although for all your dear readers I will sustain your need for further blissful reading, SO HERE IT COMES.

I actually love easter. The entirety of the season! I mean spring is in the air, Jesus actually owned it and EGGS THAT ARE CHOCOLATE. I mean chocolate eggs man.. CHOCOLATE EGGS.

Always found them quite entertaining, eggs in general. It struck me one day when i was juggling 3 eggs that they are somewhat similar to the trinity in respects to father son and holy spirit in a united combination of 3 in 1, Shell, Egg white, and yolk! which i always found had some extra depth because of the idea of the father being the shell in which we are protected the white being spirit which we feed on and lastly the easy yolk ( C WUT I DID THUR ) being Jesus in us, or rather our growth into becoming similar unto all 3 in heaven.

Altho.. i then noticed I had another two eggs in hand and got confused trying to explain the fateful situation!

But hey they are great with abit of lemon tabsco and toast! ofcourse with the cup of tea to make it sink all the better!

ALTHOUGH THE BEST THING ABOUT EASTER IS THE FACT CHARLIE IS HOME YOP!!

YES!! although Josh H is gone for a month :(((

and everyones on holiday... GAY

have i ever mentioned the kittens before? well I have 3 week old kittens and they are the most annoying lil creatures i have ever come across, they moan and poop and fight and meow and stuff. nasty~

Oh yeah i dropped out of college, looking for a J.O.B as you read this actually. PRAYERS ARE ALWAYS WELCOME.

heres having hope!

Faith is better than any plan.

Mitch x