Alright I have had the most eventful week of my life to date.
Lets start off from the beginning, Firstly I began the week really hostile n angry wanting to fight, drink and smoke alot of weed. ( I didn't ) It started on Saturday when I was asked to attend "Sound" hesitant I went anyway expecting a box out with God, Thats exactly what I got. Feeling furious by the situation I stormed out of the event where I ended up beating up a wall, bruised and weary I came home heavy hearted with the same question which ignited this entire fiasco, " You promised me that this was the time I would break through, You put me in place. Father why have you forsaken me? ".
Sunday came along and again I wasnt to keen on attending Church where a close friend was going to part take in the baptisms, trotting along with an all to fake smile I then took out my frustration by running around and kicking a ball as hard as possible. Still no answer from God.
Feeling more disappointed with myself I then attended a worship session with a few older members from the church. Where I thre my question out to God. " WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME " - Feeling really over come and empty I went to bed upset a second night.
Waking on the Monday I burst into tears with the sudden understanding of how broken I had become, shortly after my crying I opened up to what is one of my favorite bits of the bible. Only to be interrupted by a phone call at which I found out ( WAIT FOR IT ) that my place at Croydon college had never been withdrawn and that I was to start attending again. Within that period of time i turned my praises unto God who'm quickly replied " idiot Im always here ".
God has firmly stood with me and is opening some of the doors in which to enable my vision or my "dream" of being me.
Thats just one of the few things he has done this week.
So yep Im back at college and I have one month to complete 21 assignments (: - JUST THE WAY I LIKE IT. - please pray for me it would be a big help.
Have an amazing day guys xoxo
- Mitch
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