Cure for the itch.

For all this, there is one thing you should know! I put my trust in you.

So I do this thing sometimes, this thing where I completely re-think everything that is not concrete with who I am at any specific time. The fundamental truth is that I have no truths in my life and have this urgency in creating them. Oh no I lied. I have 2 truths in which I believe. Those who know me should have a pretty good pre-understanding of what they are and for those who don't you clearly have to get to know me more or stop reading my blog (:

So yeah at this present time Im basing myself situationally to fully satisfy my desirable attitude towards life. God has given me blunt answers into what would keep me whole but the hunger I manage to pick up for the addictive nature of what keeps me full never seems to be dismissed and never complete in what I am searching for. I do not desire truth or love, hell I don't even measure freedom as my priority, I feel what I am after is a little out of my grasp as I have yet to fully understand the complete picture to it as it something that is always mentioned but seems evasive ( to me anyway ).

Damn I bet this has got you intrigued? Oh well :DD

I wonder how I'll manage the world Im going to be stepping out too in a few hours and how the world will re-act to a more idealistic version of the dreamer who will never stop until reality proves itself worthy.

But do not mistake me for one of those questioning teenagers for I have found the only truth worth finding through years of denial, more so think of me as a friend who refuses to accept societies logic and ways of deciphering sense as I see the world as a place in which the occupants have in denial reached their peak and pushed to reach a higher conclusion.

Try and have a good day with a smile creeping from point to point.

Just know that I am struggling and if you have continued to read until this point have become a friend which is certain to be challenged by those defiant, But let me re-assure your mind that you continued to read after I said don't unless you want to know me :P, But yeah I am struggling with wether I love my friends because of who they are or because they are human. ( possibly both cuse a few of dem are hot ) - Mitch (: