My fingers are white like whispers.

I'm crying out here for something, Something beyond the something which would have satisfied my desire yesterday!

For too long have I been wandering this vast desert which has had no fruit come of it! For to long have I cried out the fathers name...
Father I await you in that place you have prepared.

I'm fasting next week, I'm tired of being apathetic to my own cause, I fought alone a long time ago and broke, I have yet to repair.. But thats due to my own foolishness of not asking the father.. But this time.. This time!! I know my God is faithful. I know my God is caring and I know my God can win any fight! Do not forget that this is a fight, A serious fight.. the last fight in this saga of my life.. the last fight until I am at the water's edge.. drinking of it as if was life itself.

I am done waiting, This is the last time. I will find victory in God. I have too.

To all those who'm have helped but have fallen short.. Thank you, Thank you so much.
To those who think I am being over dramatic in all this - You have no idea how understated what I am saying is.

Come at me bro!

I am more than ready, world I hope you are.